Frustrated.....

I have been getting a bit frustrated because I want to have a role model that is a woman! My dream is to start an international nonprofit that works with women internationally on projects such as fair trade and/or microfinance and for me I want to look up to someone who is more similar to me...a person I can relate to and that is a female role model. Not that a male role model would be bad, but I just connect and feel more comfortable confiding my largest hopes and dreams to a female role model. Because my dream is starting or being the owner of a large nonprofit, historically many of those positions (such as CEO) are filled with men, where are the women??!!?? Sorry for the outbreak, but I guess I was a bit heartbroken because although I know female CEO do exist, I am having a hard time finding some to connect to. And I guess it also makes my dream and the possibility of that dream feel farther when there a few women that have achieved it. This was just a random thought I had to get out. Has anyone else experienced similar frustrations? On a positive note I guess I should see this as a barrier to overcome, not a barrier to be defeated by. End random outburst.